My Only Regret In Life

For my one and only love. You will never know how sorry I am, even if you do not believe me.


This song of sorrow,
Echoes through the halls.
The scar on my hand,
Reminds me of my mistake,
Everything I see,
Makes my mind hate itself.
Nothing in this world,
Can fix,
That which I have broken.
No amount of mending,
Can heal the wounds that I have caused.
It is impossible,
For all the words in the world,
To undo the choice that I have made.
I must live with this regret,
The only one I have.
Every song on the radio,
Tells me of the idiot I am.
All the movies on the screen,
Push me deeper into this pit of sadness.
The books and stories on the shelf,
Mock and ridicule me.
There isn't a thought process,
That doesn't remind me of what I have lost,
And pushed away.
This is my burden to bare,
None other can feel my pain.
I have torn my own heart,
From my chest,
For I am no longer worthy,
Of the love of another.
My longing for forgiveness,
Fall of deaf ears.
No one will know,
Of the pain,
And suffering,
That I have brought upon myself.
No one can comprehend,
The sadness that I feel.
Nothing can be done,
As I hang my head,
Wallowing in grief,
And self hate.